This morning was another morning where I woke up with the hardest of erections, making it extremely difficult to pee. I think of those who have their chastity devices on, and wonder how it is to wake up with an erection, how long they last, and if it occurs throughout the day while being locked up. There must be a lot of squirming around, and trying to think thoughts that could try to kill the erection, unless you’re looking to feel the tight quarters become tighter.
I think the whole Locktober thing has me more intrigued about chastity devices than before. I like the look of them. I don’t know how I would manage in a chastity device, but I think it could be a lot of fun. Fun from a tease, denial, CBT perspective.
I am ten days away from two months without release, and my only thoughts are that I love being touched, teased by S. While I want to release, I want to continue to see how long I can go. I believe I can go longer. I love the way Her touch warms me up all over, I feel electricity shoot to my balls. I curl up next to Her on the couch and hold closer, like Her little pet. It’s a want, but more of a need, to be touched, and I want to touch, feel, and please Her more.
I’m growing hard again as I write this. Pretty sure my underwear has a little precum spot, as will my gym shorts as I work out this morning.