This post will be all over the place.
I’m most grateful for taking the chance and messaging S on OKCupid three years ago. I rarely mention how much She means to me, and how different my life is, so much for the better. I think so many opportunities had come and gone, somewhere along the way, I lost the ability to verbally express my love for someone. When you’re in a long-term relationship that ends out of nowhere, a part of you just kind of stops for a moment and says “you’re not in a relationship, focus on you until you’re in a good place, then try again.” S was my last hope at this opportunity. I was on the verge of deleting all my dating app profiles if this didn’t work out. Luckily, I was worthy of Her love. I have my own ways of showing my love for someone, and in this case, since being submissive was necessary, I may have hit the jackpot. She said I would have to shave. I shaved before our next date. I have slowly learned some tasks around the house, but I’m getting there. I smile when I think of Her. Her beautiful eyes and smile. Her intellect, and punny personality. Her love of nature, and kink, and Her dominance over me, but also how encouraging She has been to me with helping me find my way submissively, sexually, and how She’s helped me. And how could I forget how amazing of a cook and baker She is? I’m forever grateful to be a part of Her life. Women like S had always been imaginary to me, like you’d only read about them in fictional tales, erotica stories, or in films. She is everything to me and I will continue to give my heart and soul to her. I’m not the best there is, but I strive to be, and I’m grateful for the amount of patience she has had for me over the years. I needed to say this because I don’t say it enough. I don’t have any good reason why, I guess I’m just generally pretty quiet.